Well its 2:38 pm and im kinda pissed because these came out today
i was seriously planning on getting them but dont have enough funds in my checking to be spending, i was gonna take out my savings, but i just couldnt do it. It would fuck up hella shit for me that i have to pay for this week which include gas, possible warrior tickets, food, DnBs on tuesday, paying back samuel, etc... It cant be like the old days where i used to just do it and have to deal with it. Even though the struggle is well worth it, I just cant. fucking sucks. Why cant i just be rich. Just gonna have to add these to the list of shoes I need to get before i die. Which include:(in no order)
cool grey ivs bred ivs white/oreo ivs white/cement iiis infrared vis grape vs white/red xiis spacejams atmos air max 1s stash air forces/ air max 95s mita air forces undftd air forces cocoa air forces lebrons iis lebron viis red carpets plums lightnings bucks calis flashes jordan packs bisons futuras reebok answers iv- vi air zoom flight five
and probably more that dont come to mind and more to be added as years go on. I will never ever lose my love for shoes. Ive tried but it always comes back.
anyways like i said in the previous entry, I finally donated to Haiti via Red Cross last night. It was only 25 but like i said anything will help. Its something serious and makes you feel good to know you did what you could to aid them.
I wrote a whole recap of my weekend but deleted it because i felt it wasnt as important as my sunday and what i came to realize. But I will summarize very briefly -had dinner with an old friend, good times :) -had a fun ass time at jessicas kick it and especially at maggies for travis's surprise 21st -my necklace was broken by someone while wrestling -____-. hopefully get it fixed though -me and marlo are 9-0 in beer pong, We make magic when we play haha. I would be scared for the next team because i seriously want that 10-0. - saw the beer "bongzilla" for the first time. Crazy ass white ppl always taking it to the next level. -brazzers, hahaha
anyways on to what i really wanted to talk about.
Sunday- spent the day with my dad, watched some football,ate some good ass pizza and salad. If you havent tried Red Brick Pizza, GET IT! shit is delicious and they have the best croutons haha. Anyways the main point of the day is that i noticed that i really love 60 Minutes. Every sunday i see my dad and every sunday at 7 we sit down and watch 60 minutes. He tells me every time that hes been watching it ever since he was a kid and has never missed a sunday. I believe him, cuz hes like that when it comes to news haha. The stories are always really intriguing and seriously eye opening. Dont get me wrong i only watch the news on sunday and hardly keep up with it, and it is something i honestly need to fix, like foreal, cuz being ignorant of shit aint cool. You gots to know a little bit of whats going on in ur area and the world.I have been consistently on it with him for a couple months now and i really think i will do the same and never try and miss an episode. This episode was on the current earthquake in Haiti, Somoans and their love for football and current surge into the NFL, and Penelope Cruz. It was a great episode all around. The story on Haiti really opened my eyes, I never really paid attention as bad as that sounds but i was honestly shocked to see what they were experiencing. They were actually dumping loads of dead bodies into trucks and taking them while piles and more piles of dead bodies lay waiting. Doctors had nothing to help really, even went down to using hack saws and actual rum or vodka to sterilize. It is something we should all be aware of because something will honestly happen to us as it did with Katrina. Try and do something. I wont try but i will donate money to them this week, it might be only 20 bucks but its something. My dad always tells me to get into something that will help people, to utilize my business skills that i will learn to organize non profits or just something to aid people. And hes right i will do that whether its with that,with teaching, or something else i may get into. All i know is that i want to give back somehow. I really think the future will rely on people helping people. With the climate and weather fucking things up, resources running out, and the current state of the economy, we will definitely need each other. seriously just start watching 60 minutes, if not already
songs im bumping right now
neighbors know my name- trey songz. (u already knoww haha)
damn i used to bump this crazy, me and drizzy quoted this all the time. Sometimes i just need more of this from weezy. Im not saying its crazy lyrical but there are some damn good lines.
i love cam ron, no matter what people say. He was gucci mane before gucci mane with his swag in his rap. His new producer araabmuzik is crazy and this beat is an example of it. too heavy, samples the old tetris song wtffff.not to mention his new wingman Vado is dope too.
found this while on niketalk. Ive only heard of AZ on lifes a bitch. im sorry. Honestly been sleeping. Apparently him and nas make heat together. He is crazy though, damn. Iono where he is now, but if anyone can put me on him more, id appreciate it.
Say You Will by Kanye West ran through my itunes on shuffle a couple weeks ago and i was hooked on it once again like when i first heard it. It then lead me to the various remixes that were done to this song. It seems like everyone who did their version really put it down and spoke real ass shit. I cant even pick a favorite cuz they are all heat. The beat and kanyes original just calls for you to speak the truth and these people do it.foreal. this is the first time i heard of LOS, hopefully not the last, since he really ripped that shit.
this also has been on repeat, an oldie. I remember hearing it, but didnt think much of it, till my friend Samuel talked about it being so hard. and yes he was right. it got knock and its just that gangsta shit haha.
Yes, thats right im trying to blog again. Dont get too wet. I have no idea how long its going to last, but im gonna try to keep it up this time around. I only do this because i have so much going through my mind at times and this is the perfect outlet. Why did i start again? simple, mr drizzy drucci agutos. shout out to him. He said I should, and i am. I read his current art blog and was simply inspired. http://agutosart.blogspot.com/ look at it and see for yourself.
When I sit back and think though, all of my friends truely inspire me. Its really something incredible how they all are really doing their thing. Marlo rose from drug dealing and a hard childhood to being the president of De Anza. the fucking president. Tim is a rockstar about to come out with a cd and still sick with the camera. Drizzy is the shit when it comes to art, any art, I get boners from looking at his stuff. Jerel is a genius about to do major things in SB ;) if ya know what i mean. Jen and Kyle are making more moves towards their accounting future. Chris is always doing amazing work in USC and just came out with a blog thats about to be major. http://www.srsly-online.com/. Check it out. Peter is still wrestling putting in work and has a body of a god, a gook one of course:) Samuel is the smartest black person I know.Bryant is doing his activist thing in SD. Melissa loves me and Kevin has a girlfriend. All of this inspires me and I love everyone for it, lets keep it going and our friendships for 2010.
When all of this hits me, it makes me think what the fuck am i doing? haha. Honestly i dont know. I go to school and doing just okay, work with kids, hit the gym occassionally, play basketball, bump gangsta music and backstreet boys, watch porn at times, and on the real "money, hoes, and clothes is all a nigga knows" None of this would really inspire someone, and for a second gets me down. But just for a damn second because i love my life and am having damn fun living it so fuck the haters. I know i would never let myself become a loser or someone when i look at, i feel ashamed of. I have a job that i love and is helping me see the light towards becoming a teacher or coach, but is that what im going to do for sure? i have no clue, there is so much in this world at my finger tips and so much i love to do. All i know is when i find out what it is exactly, im gonna do a damn good job and be happy doing it. 2010 will be good to me because i will be good to it, by going even harder (no homo). i will do better in school, and start to branch out to see what it is i want from this world. and in the end im handsome, funny, and have a good smile, so thats gotta get me somewhere right? hahaaaaaa calm down haters. i can also sleep easy knowing that i have great people around me, in which i think i have invested good times and love to the point where i feel like im down for whatever when it comes to them and vice versa and also i have experienced so much, had so much fun, and have plenty of stories to tell that many cant. Just look at this blog for example and this shit only went up to March of 09, that was almost 10 months ago and trust me ive developed plenty more.
But enough with that reflecting, inspirational stuff, i just turned 21! so lets not forget that i will party hard in 2010.
2010 Resolutions Better in School Internships 6 Pack finish learning the piano Tattoo mo kicks, mo clothes finish up pimping out my room haaa make car look better take trips with the homies and fam and do it big love?
id love to update you on whats been going on since, but that will take too damn long so fuck it and lets just see what happens now.
has that live your life feel, but i guess thats because Just Blaze produced em both. either way this is that shit. i love when t-pain/ akon have hooks like theses.
So i copped The Dream's Love vs Money lp. I first listened to it with andrew in my room while waiting for dinner haha no homo, but while it was playing i was thinking wtf? this shit aint that great and regreted spending the 10$ However after the gym i put that shit in my laptop to transfer the 2 or 3 songs i liked to my itunes, but decided to play some of the songs i didnt really hear that much and daaamnn i must say, this shit is defintely a banger. Maybe the reason was that about 3/4 of the album are fucking songs and listening to them with andrew, i wasnt able to appreciate them that much ahaha.
rockin that shit- ******** walkin on the moon- sucks my love feat mc **** put it down-***** (Bed pt 2) sweat it out-****** take u home to my mama- ehh love vs. money-ehh love vs money 2- ****** fancy-***** right side of my brain-******* mr yeah-*********** (favorite song) kellys 12 play-****** let me see the booty-********
a lot of the beats are kinda similar but bump this in a car, stereo, or good headphones and im sure you will appreciate it.
Side Notes: im turning into an ass man. holllaaaa hahaha. cmon nets! basketball season at work begins on friday ( im excited/nervous) we goin to the CHIP! vroom vrroomm soon
"Shittt, these last years been a Haze like Isaac So I close my eyes tighter than Asian eyes get Realize I got the same wings angels fly with but with Louis Vutton feathers, now thats some fly shit"
