Monday, January 4, 2010

GUESS WHOS BIZZACK

What it do. Im Back.

Yes, thats right im trying to blog again. Dont get too wet. I have no idea how long its going to last, but im gonna try to keep it up this time around. I only do this because i have so much going through my mind at times and this is the perfect outlet. Why did i start again? simple, mr drizzy drucci agutos. shout out to him. He said I should, and i am. I read his current art blog and was simply inspired. http://agutosart.blogspot.com/ look at it and see for yourself.

When I sit back and think though, all of my friends truely inspire me. Its really something incredible how they all are really doing their thing. Marlo rose from drug dealing and a hard childhood to being the president of De Anza. the fucking president. Tim is a rockstar about to come out with a cd and still sick with the camera. Drizzy is the shit when it comes to art, any art, I get boners from looking at his stuff. Jerel is a genius about to do major things in SB ;) if ya know what i mean. Jen and Kyle are making more moves towards their accounting future. Chris is always doing amazing work in USC and just came out with a blog thats about to be major. http://www.srsly-online.com/. Check it out. Peter is still wrestling putting in work and has a body of a god, a gook one of course:) Samuel is the smartest black person I know.Bryant is doing his activist thing in SD. Melissa loves me and Kevin has a girlfriend. All of this inspires me and I love everyone for it, lets keep it going and our friendships for 2010.

When all of this hits me, it makes me think what the fuck am i doing? haha. Honestly i dont know. I go to school and doing just okay, work with kids, hit the gym occassionally, play basketball, bump gangsta music and backstreet boys, watch porn at times, and on the real "money, hoes, and clothes is all a nigga knows" None of this would really inspire someone, and for a second gets me down. But just for a damn second because i love my life and am having damn fun living it so fuck the haters. I know i would never let myself become a loser or someone when i look at, i feel ashamed of. I have a job that i love and is helping me see the light towards becoming a teacher or coach, but is that what im going to do for sure? i have no clue, there is so much in this world at my finger tips and so much i love to do. All i know is when i find out what it is exactly, im gonna do a damn good job and be happy doing it. 2010 will be good to me because i will be good to it, by going even harder (no homo). i will do better in school, and start to branch out to see what it is i want from this world. and in the end im handsome, funny, and have a good smile, so thats gotta get me somewhere right? hahaaaaaa calm down haters. i can also sleep easy knowing that i have great people around me, in which i think i have invested good times and love to the point where i feel like im down for whatever when it comes to them and vice versa and also i have experienced so much, had so much fun, and have plenty of stories to tell that many cant. Just look at this blog for example and this shit only went up to March of 09, that was almost 10 months ago and trust me ive developed plenty more.

But enough with that reflecting, inspirational stuff, i just turned 21! so lets not forget that i will party hard in 2010.

2010 Resolutions
Better in School
Internships
6 Pack
finish learning the piano
Tattoo
mo kicks, mo clothes
finish up pimping out my room haaa
make car look better
take trips with the homies and fam and do it big
love?

id love to update you on whats been going on since, but that will take too damn long so fuck it and lets just see what happens now.

thats all for now, until next time.... peacee

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