Gabe Who?

I NEED $

2010-01-23T14:38:00.001-08:00

Well its 2:38 pm and im kinda pissed because these came out today

i was seriously planning on getting them but dont have enough funds in my checking to be spending, i was gonna take out my savings, but i just couldnt do it. It would fuck up hella shit for me that i have to pay for this week which include gas, possible warrior tickets, food, DnBs on tuesday, paying back samuel, etc... It cant be like the old days where i used to just do it and have to deal with it. Even though the struggle is well worth it, I just cant. fucking sucks. Why cant i just be rich. Just gonna have to add these to the list of shoes I need to get before i die. Which include:(in no order)

cool grey ivs
bred ivs
white/oreo ivs
white/cement iiis
infrared vis
grape vs
white/red xiis
spacejams
atmos air max 1s
stash air forces/ air max 95s
mita air forces
undftd air forces
cocoa air forces
lebrons iis
lebron viis red carpets
plums
lightnings
bucks
calis
flashes
jordan packs
bisons
futuras
reebok answers iv- vi
air zoom flight five

and probably more that dont come to mind and more to be added as years go on. I will never ever lose my love for shoes. Ive tried but it always comes back.

anyways like i said in the previous entry, I finally donated to Haiti via Red Cross last night. It was only 25 but like i said anything will help. Its something serious and makes you feel good to know you did what you could to aid them.

but on another note

whats poppin tonight?

no no no, we aint goin nowhere!

2010-01-18T02:07:00.000-08:00

I wrote a whole recap of my weekend but deleted it because i felt it wasnt as important as my sunday and what i came to realize. But I will summarize very briefly
-had dinner with an old friend, good times :)
-had a fun ass time at jessicas kick it and especially at maggies for travis's surprise 21st
-my necklace was broken by someone while wrestling -____-. hopefully get it fixed though
-me and marlo are 9-0 in beer pong, We make magic when we play haha. I would be scared for the next team because i seriously want that 10-0.
- saw the beer "bongzilla" for the first time. Crazy ass white ppl always taking it to the next level.
-brazzers, hahaha

anyways on to what i really wanted to talk about.

Sunday- spent the day with my dad, watched some football,ate some good ass pizza and salad. If you havent tried Red Brick Pizza, GET IT! shit is delicious and they have the best croutons haha. Anyways the main point of the day is that i noticed that i really love 60 Minutes. Every sunday i see my dad and every sunday at 7 we sit down and watch 60 minutes. He tells me every time that hes been watching it ever since he was a kid and has never missed a sunday. I believe him, cuz hes like that when it comes to news haha. The stories are always really intriguing and seriously eye opening. Dont get me wrong i only watch the news on sunday and hardly keep up with it, and it is something i honestly need to fix, like foreal, cuz being ignorant of shit aint cool. You gots to know a little bit of whats going on in ur area and the world.I have been consistently on it with him for a couple months now and i really think i will do the same and never try and miss an episode. This episode was on the current earthquake in Haiti, Somoans and their love for football and current surge into the NFL, and Penelope Cruz. It was a great episode all around. The story on Haiti really opened my eyes, I never really paid attention as bad as that sounds but i was honestly shocked to see what they were experiencing. They were actually dumping loads of dead bodies into trucks and taking them while piles and more piles of dead bodies lay waiting. Doctors had nothing to help really, even went down to using hack saws and actual rum or vodka to sterilize. It is something we should all be aware of because something will honestly happen to us as it did with Katrina. Try and do something. I wont try but i will donate money to them this week, it might be only 20 bucks but its something. My dad always tells me to get into something that will help people, to utilize my business skills that i will learn to organize non profits or just something to aid people. And hes right i will do that whether its with that,with teaching, or something else i may get into. All i know is that i want to give back somehow. I really think the future will rely on people helping people. With the climate and weather fucking things up, resources running out, and the current state of the economy, we will definitely need each other. seriously just start watching 60 minutes, if not already

songs im bumping right now

neighbors know my name- trey songz. (u already knoww haha)

damn i used to bump this crazy, me and drizzy quoted this all the time. Sometimes i just need more of this from weezy. Im not saying its crazy lyrical but there are some damn good lines.

i love cam ron, no matter what people say. He was gucci mane before gucci mane with his swag in his rap. His new producer araabmuzik is crazy and this beat is an example of it. too heavy, samples the old tetris song wtffff.not to mention his new wingman Vado is dope too.

found this while on niketalk. Ive only heard of AZ on lifes a bitch. im sorry. Honestly been sleeping. Apparently him and nas make heat together. He is crazy though, damn. Iono where he is now, but if anyone can put me on him more, id appreciate it.

say you will

2010-01-05T22:02:00.000-08:00

Say You Will by Kanye West ran through my itunes on shuffle a couple weeks ago and i was hooked on it once again like when i first heard it. It then lead me to the various remixes that were done to this song. It seems like everyone who did their version really put it down and spoke real ass shit. I cant even pick a favorite cuz they are all heat. The beat and kanyes original just calls for you to speak the truth and these people do it.foreal. this is the first time i heard of LOS, hopefully not the last, since he really ripped that shit.

this also has been on repeat, an oldie. I remember hearing it, but didnt think much of it, till my friend Samuel talked about it being so hard. and yes he was right. it got knock and its just that gangsta shit haha.

GUESS WHOS BIZZACK

2010-01-04T23:50:00.000-08:00

What it do. Im Back.

Yes, thats right im trying to blog again. Dont get too wet. I have no idea how long its going to last, but im gonna try to keep it up this time around. I only do this because i have so much going through my mind at times and this is the perfect outlet. Why did i start again? simple, mr drizzy drucci agutos. shout out to him. He said I should, and i am. I read his current art blog and was simply inspired. http://agutosart.blogspot.com/ look at it and see for yourself.

When I sit back and think though, all of my friends truely inspire me. Its really something incredible how they all are really doing their thing. Marlo rose from drug dealing and a hard childhood to being the president of De Anza. the fucking president. Tim is a rockstar about to come out with a cd and still sick with the camera. Drizzy is the shit when it comes to art, any art, I get boners from looking at his stuff. Jerel is a genius about to do major things in SB ;) if ya know what i mean. Jen and Kyle are making more moves towards their accounting future. Chris is always doing amazing work in USC and just came out with a blog thats about to be major. http://www.srsly-online.com/. Check it out. Peter is still wrestling putting in work and has a body of a god, a gook one of course:) Samuel is the smartest black person I know.Bryant is doing his activist thing in SD. Melissa loves me and Kevin has a girlfriend. All of this inspires me and I love everyone for it, lets keep it going and our friendships for 2010.

When all of this hits me, it makes me think what the fuck am i doing? haha. Honestly i dont know. I go to school and doing just okay, work with kids, hit the gym occassionally, play basketball, bump gangsta music and backstreet boys, watch porn at times, and on the real "money, hoes, and clothes is all a nigga knows" None of this would really inspire someone, and for a second gets me down. But just for a damn second because i love my life and am having damn fun living it so fuck the haters. I know i would never let myself become a loser or someone when i look at, i feel ashamed of. I have a job that i love and is helping me see the light towards becoming a teacher or coach, but is that what im going to do for sure? i have no clue, there is so much in this world at my finger tips and so much i love to do. All i know is when i find out what it is exactly, im gonna do a damn good job and be happy doing it. 2010 will be good to me because i will be good to it, by going even harder (no homo). i will do better in school, and start to branch out to see what it is i want from this world. and in the end im handsome, funny, and have a good smile, so thats gotta get me somewhere right? hahaaaaaa calm down haters. i can also sleep easy knowing that i have great people around me, in which i think i have invested good times and love to the point where i feel like im down for whatever when it comes to them and vice versa and also i have experienced so much, had so much fun, and have plenty of stories to tell that many cant. Just look at this blog for example and this shit only went up to March of 09, that was almost 10 months ago and trust me ive developed plenty more.

But enough with that reflecting, inspirational stuff, i just turned 21! so lets not forget that i will party hard in 2010.

2010 Resolutions
Better in School
Internships
6 Pack
finish learning the piano
Tattoo
mo kicks, mo clothes
finish up pimping out my room haaa
make car look better
take trips with the homies and fam and do it big
love?

id love to update you on whats been going on since, but that will take too damn long so fuck it and lets just see what happens now.

thats all for now, until next time.... peacee

Talk about uplifting...

2009-03-26T01:30:00.000-07:00

Maino Feat. T-pain all the above

has that live your life feel, but i guess thats because Just Blaze produced em both. either way this is that shit. i love when t-pain/ akon have hooks like theses.

Love vs Money

2009-03-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

So i copped The Dream's Love vs Money lp. I first listened to it with andrew in my room while waiting for dinner haha no homo, but while it was playing i was thinking wtf? this shit aint that great and regreted spending the 10$ However after the gym i put that shit in my laptop to transfer the 2 or 3 songs i liked to my itunes, but decided to play some of the songs i didnt really hear that much and daaamnn i must say, this shit is defintely a banger. Maybe the reason was that about 3/4 of the album are fucking songs and listening to them with andrew, i wasnt able to appreciate them that much ahaha.

rockin that shit- ********
walkin on the moon- sucks
my love feat mc ****
put it down-***** (Bed pt 2)
sweat it out-******
take u home to my mama- ehh
love vs. money-ehh
love vs money 2- ******
fancy-*****
right side of my brain-*******
mr yeah-*********** (favorite song)
kellys 12 play-******
let me see the booty-********

a lot of the beats are kinda similar but bump this in a car, stereo, or good headphones and im sure you will appreciate it.

Side Notes:
im turning into an ass man. holllaaaa hahaha.
cmon nets!
basketball season at work begins on friday ( im excited/nervous) we goin to the CHIP!
vroom vrroomm soon

Where are you yeezy?

2009-02-28T16:00:00.000-08:00

Thank You.

"Shittt, these last years been a Haze like Isaac
So I close my eyes tighter than Asian eyes get
Realize I got the same wings angels fly with
but with Louis Vutton feathers, now thats some fly shit"

Relax

2009-02-15T23:46:00.000-08:00

Shieet, well i havent blogged in a bit, its not because ive been busy, its actually the opposite, I havent been doing jackshit. Procrastinating on homework, only taking 3 classes, and rain equals doing jack shit just been on that jack et tip hahah. Even though it can be boring and depressing at times cuz theres nothing to do, some of me thanks it because it has been really relaxing. I got to switch my tv for one that actually shows all the colors so thats coo. Ive been cleaning my room and figuring out ways to budget so i can attain all the new furniture/tv for my room. it will be awhile but it will be the ultimate bachelor room when im done hahah.

Speaking of bachelor, Valentines Day passed and for me it was just another day, but i did realize how lonely i am when it comes to a significant other. All my homies got someone and im the only one left thats single. Its been too long, and im kind of missing that feeling. Even though im sick of being lonely im not dwelling on it, cuz thats when it all turns bad. i can just hope an angel comes my way or i get an epiphany. ehhhh

Anyways out of randomness and my love for my music heres some songs ive been bumping heavily lately....

young la, dro, ti-aint i

Nipsey Hussle- hussle in the house

gucci mane-bricks

gucci mane-my kitchen

washing powder money- oj da juiceman

jay rock, lil wayne- all my life

Busta, ti, akon - number one

q-tip, wayne, busta, raekwon -Reinassance rap

Next to you-mike jones

Beautiful- akon, colby, kardinal

Rocking that shit remix- dream, loso, juelz, officer faggot ross, luda!

asher roth- i love college

and finally...

you should know what it is, beat is too ill/ chill. kurupt made this song.

also my list of songs i need on my itunes is getting way too damn long, i need someone to dl me these songs. ill pay anybody who is willing haha.

1st week...done

2009-01-29T22:58:00.001-08:00

My first week of the last semester at evergreen valley college is over and what a doozy it was. My classes are cool and have at least 1 friend in each class except for my psych class but i just met my supposed "team" that i will be with for the rest of the year so i guess ill make a friend with them. But some notables for the week are as follows

- Speaking of psych class we had to introduce ourselves to our team by saying our name and an interesting fact so i told them " way way back in the day when they used to be cool, i went to a backstreet boys concert" but what i felt like saying was " i still love them and still know every word" haha. Then one guy in our group said "Man, the backstreet boys were never cool" what a bitch. =(
- My lab for bio is damn long and its gonna suck over the semester, i have to show up late for work because of it.
-I tried to add 2 english 1b classes on Tuesday so i went to school at 730 in the am but i failed at both. stupid shit. now i have to take a night class and thats not even a for sure thing.
- Its kinda wierd thinking this is my last semester because im so used to going to evc by now and i know a lot more ppl and how the whole system works. Im not saying im gonna cry or its like leaving high school but in a very small way, im sad.
- I scored my first soccer goal at work for the 08-09 season hahah. Im getting better and fuck its fun.
- A 5th grade girl at work told me today she was leaking not blood but the sticky gooey stuff. WTF? i thought it was only blood, girls are icky haha.
- Ive been really tired this week and only went to the gym once, but on the plus side Im sleeping earlier.
- I have a latina fever and am slowly switching to an ass man
- Im sick of my green shaded tv
- Im going to start sucking dick for shoes.
- The Nets are seriously breaking my balls.
- I still see the old tearin shit up in Lil Wayne after hearing some new features
- Kanye West on the other hand im seeing a new butthole fucking guy. I still have small hope

i dont even care... i dont even care.. i dont even care

2009-01-25T20:55:00.000-08:00

Friday finally got paiddd, even if most if it is going to my car fund, it feels good to have some money to maybe go out at eat at least once this week haha.

My brother kyle came down this weekend to for mama aganads birthday so a few of us gathered to eat what else? pho. Just caught up on girls and jacking off stories haha. After kicked it at kevins for a bit till fairy ass tim got way too tired to stay. I mean it was 1140 who could blame him? Anybody would be crazy tired at that time haahh.

Saturday played ball at ev for a bit. It was for the most part fun, besides this gook hella talking for 2 games straight nonstop telling everyone what to do and how to do it. If he was good id let it go, but he can lick my nuts as far as skills go. A bit later after that i hung out with an old friend, watched a movie. fun times. After that is when the real adventure began. I swooped up Marlo and we ate at Wendys, then picked up Jorge and Nathan to go to a party. Now originally i thought the party was in the area but Jorge started reading the directions and i heard 101 N exit Great America Pkwy. Wtf man? was my original thought, but i was like ehh what else am i to do tonight so i said fuck it and went. On the way Nathan waved to some guy in a van cuz he thought was his friend but it turned out all bad cuz that guy i guess liked him and tried to stay right next to us and look at us and smiled till we exited hahah.

We got to the Residence Marriot Inn or whatever its called. It was a friend of a girl that Jorge met at school's Bday party. Once we entered first and only thing i saw were hispanics hahah. I was like damn wtf haha, but then i focused more and saw the females and damnn latinaa heat. Never seen so much gathered in one spot, and they werent the ones who wear Jordans, ecko, and shit. Legs, heels, and booty for days haha. We made a few introductions and mainly sat back and watched the show from there. One thing i must say before i begin is say that everry single girl was drunk by the time we got there haha which caused most of what we saw. So for some reason when these girls get drunk they love to run into and hug each other all the while taking pictures of themselves haha. Anyways two girls were hugging and stumbling and one of them a big girl with red hair spilled beer all over the chick and a few ppl around them and shit didnt give a fuck. there was an "OOOOH" at first but it was an accident so we kept it moving. Later while on his way to the keg, Marlo started spitting flows like always and he had a few fans there that were liking him but getting a little loud with their "OH FUCKK" or "DDAMNN" so that same girl that spilled shit actually threw her beer this time on all those people hahha. I was like wtf this bitch just loves to throw beer. Right before that too Marlo took off his dress shirt cuz he said he didnt want beer on it. Good move.

Then shortly after that there was this drunkkk ass fucker being annoying as fuck. Now when i first saw him he already looked like he would be annoying. He had a gucci belt, gucci watch, and louis v scarf around his neck. So yeah pretty whack, but i never thought he was as bad as he really came out to be. This fool was stupid drunk and rapping all the while or i wanna say talking baby gibberish rather than rapping. He started every damn line with " I dont even care" hint to my title and lifting up his shirt to show his tat on his ribs haha. Shit was so fucking gay, you dont even understand. The worst part wasnt just cuz he sucked at rapping but because he was hella stumbling and running into ppl which is damn annoying. he also kept dropping the N- bomb like he was Young Jeezy. Anyways this fool was doing this shit for like 20 mins straight and got to the point where he needed to either get the fuck out, or pass out. Marlo was more pissed than anyone haha but he calmed down after a bit. Anyways after awhile something happened to him and i never saw him again haha. Then we just chilled for the rest of the time till the hotel started calling to complain but it was okay one of the guys answered and said he was just having a double date with a couple of his friends hahaha. But it was too late, it was too noisy and they started kicking ppl out and guess what? we were the first to go haha. it was fittin though cuz we didnt know anybody besides jorges girl and her friends. All in all it was pretty interesting and damn funny along the way and even better for Jorge cuz he stayed the night haha.

Now im babysitting while my parents are at the Warriors game. i better get paid for this shit haha. Laaaate

no more white lies, my president is black...

2009-01-20T21:26:00.000-08:00

what a beautiful day it is, such a monumental event in our history has happened and Im happy Im old enough and intelligent enough to understand what is going on. Congratulations Barack Obama.

I always wished that I was coherent enough back in the day to realize and understand the past events that have really affected peoples lives. For example rodney king/la riots, biggie/tupac, columbine, 9/11/, the bush campaign i.e.katrina/ the war/decline of economy, etc. Sure i was alive during those times, but i never really paid attention to them, i just went on with my ignorant life haha or just too damn young. The only thing I honestly followed was the undisputed greatest team in the world The 91-93 and 96-98 Chicago Bulls and Dragonball
today is great day because I believe it is even bigger than all of the past events listed. Ive been keeping track of the Inauguration the past few days and have really seen nothing like it. The crowds, the emotions, and hope in the air is bit overwhelming and a sight to see. However like Barack said changes aren't going to happen right away and we must be patient and work together to see our for wishes come true.

Now i really need to focus and really take in what is happening because I am slowly but surely becoming an adult and all this will be affecting me and my kids,and plus I feel stupid now not knowing what is happening haha.

Today is great day because I believe it is even bigger than all of the past events listed. Ive been keeping track of the Inauguration the past few days and have really seen nothing like it. The crowds, the emotions, and hope in the air is bit overwhelming and a sight to see. However like Barack said changes aren't going to happen right away and we must be patient and work together to see our for wishes come true. So in the famous words of Young Jeezy "Lets get it!"

CONGRATULATIONS AND GOD BLESS YOU AMERICA. one love.

Just Get Better

2009-01-15T01:16:00.000-08:00

So tonight me, drizzy, k streets, and tee millz went back to MHT for their open gym. Last week we went but it got shut down within 5 minutes of arriving. We were hoping today would be different, and oh it was. We got there, asked "who got next?" and found out we would have to wait awhile till we get to play =(. While we waited, we observed. We observed a scary ass tatted up filipino patrick angles/lil wayne look a like. "suppp dawwg", an old filipino cat with shot for days, and a huge black guy who could speak vietnamese. we picked him up as our 5th player. By the time it was our time to play there were heellllaa heads there and we figured if we lost we would go home, since the wait would be too long. So it was win or go home.

We started the game. I felt kinda hyped but knew we had to buckle down on D seeing as how they were a lot bigger than us, but i had no idea how hard offense would be. They got to a quick lead we would never get close from there haha. One thing i noticed watching the previous games is that they call what it seems like every little pussy foul, but i realized playing that they called those fouls because everyone would foul each other literally everytime down the court. I guess its the way they play. Even as bad and un professional as it was, i thought it was a good lesson and an awakening for me. But before i go on, i must say that that big black guy on our team wasnt a good decision because he would literally do every move from NBA STREET 1 and almost started a fight because of it hahah. i also fucking sled on my knees from falling, yeah my fucking knees, and they still fucking hurt.

Anyways i thought it was good for me, even though we all left pretty sad haha. I always play with the same ppl everytime i play ball and i for the most part do pretty good, but once i get out my comfort zone and play other people, the results arent as good as before haha. I honestly dont know why it got to me so much. I guess its since ive been involved with the game of basketball for a long time now, doing different leagues, a summer camp, pick up games at the Y, trying out for middle school/hs team every year( never made it haha), coaching at work, etc. My competitiveness has grown as well when playing the sport. Its one of the few things i have that im actually decent at, and the one hobby i havent grown out of and something i can turn to thats really theraputic. i cant just let it go or settle with just "yeah hes good" when im around my friends but " yeah hes good" no matter who im playing with. So now Im determined to start playing with other people and can only do so if i like i said before, improve my skills. .......i goooot it. i got us. haha

btw if u want to join the "Build Our Own Indoor Court" Fundraiser just save up for the next 5 years about 5,000 a year and we will combine with me and my niggs and have our own indoor gym hahah.

I KNOWWW

2009-01-11T23:52:00.001-08:00

This weekend was a good one, besides not being paid on friday:(

Friday night went to Matt's party with kevin and marleezy. It was a good turnout with a lot of faces i havent seen in awhile including paul love, sarah, antonio, verenice, brian perrera, and carolyn ha. go figure hahah. I caught up with a lot of them so it was cool. I didnt plan on drinking that much but i met a pretty nice/cute girl that night and we ended up playing beer pong together haha. go figure. we played against marlo and the girl's friend. it was pretty intense but of course we came out on top, but it didnt help that i had to drink all her beers because she was too drunk. Anyways i didnt feel that much a head change which was surprising. I talked to that girl more and just kicked it the rrest of the night. All in all it was a fun/chill night.

Saturday woke up around 1130/12 ate, and went to evergreen to shoot around. did that for a bit and then picked up marlo to do some running/ cardio excercises on the football field. I decided to join him in doing his mixed martial arts/ ufc training technigues. Let me tell you that shit is tiring as fuck, but after my first week, i think it will do good. After going through hell i had to get ready quick because i planned on going to davis that night to go to chaos frat party. Last minute marlo decided to join and he couldnt fit in the car so he drove himself and i joined him. We listened to the akon cd on the way there and surprisingly its pretty good, lots of good dance and uplifting songs. Once we got there, marlo dropped me off with chao and them and he went to go kick it with nina.

we got to the house but had to come back later cuz they were still sitting up. Apparantly it was a mini rave/hip hop party. we came back and it started slow but it soon escaladed fast. There were hella heads there by the time 11 rolled around. Again i didnt drink that much do to my resolution, but if i did it wouldve been easier to dance with bitches haha. One room was for hip hop music and the other larger room was for the rave. It had lasers and all that and a certian hot ass go go dancer i couldnt keep my eyes off haha. Anyways i normally cant stand rave songs or techno and couldnt really stay in that room for more than 5 mins. Its just a lot of ppl jumping up and down and doing a hyped up version of the harlem shake hahah, so iono about that. But i changed my mind after actually going into the middle of the dance floor and feeling all the music from every direction, its pretty intense and gives u a lot of energy, but again iono what to do with that energy cuz im not down with that kind of dancing, you have got to be on something if ur gonna be in there, so no hate on techno loveers i can see why u love it, its just not for me.

Well it soon got way too crowded and it was such a bitch just trying to move a few feet, so me and marlo bounced early. Im not saying it sucked but just became too much. We then after much contemplating went back to ninas place. Obviously she didnt remember me from middle school, but who would remember that fat kid with the glasses? who know.s We kicked it in her nice ass apartment with a few of her homies who were really chill and down to earth, Some of them were fucking gone which made it more entertaining. We ate, hookah, practiced pong, and just fucked around a lot. Me and marlo were planning on driving home that night but it got later and later and before you knew it, we were in ninas room getting ready for bed. we decided to watch a movie, but we soon just ended up just talking and joking around a lot in the dark. Sometimes we would try to sleep but marlo wouldnt shut the fuck up haha, and as much as u wanted him to be quiet he was hilarious so it just started a new conversation.

We planned on waking up at 10 but when my alarm went off i said fuck that, not knowing it would fuck me over later. A little while later i heard the door unlock and ninas roommate walked in, she wasnt there the night before and when she came back she found a big ass dude in her bed, me :( .
She said "wtf theres a guy in my bed" at this time i was wide awake but didnt let her know and pretended, just saying oh fuck in my head. She went to the bathroom to shower, which i then woke up marlo and i said bro we gotta leave hahah. We got ready and were set to go, but we decided to stay and apologize to ninas roommate. Btw i made her bed hella good, like on some hotel maid tip haha. But she came in, i apologized and thats when she went offfff, not on me necessarily but she woke up nina and they started going at it. i felt hella bad and felt like saying something to the roommate at times cuz she was just going off, calling nina names n shit which even if she was pissed shouldnt be doing that, but i felt nah ill just leave it alone, ive done enough damage. We ended up leaving after her roommate said " You guys can leave now" and we did accordingly haha, it was a bad way to end such a fun trip and damn who knows if ill ever see nina again haha.

We needed a place to brush our teeth and all that and in marlos case, take a shit haha. So we hit up teddy and headed to Mishys place to do all that. by the time we got there they were on there way out to go eat at Davis Sushi or whatever its called. whatever it is, that shit is good. We said fuck it and just went along with them. We forgot about the morning while we got down on some good food. Surprisingly i saw maggie there which was crazy haha. After we finally said our goodbyes and headed home. I didnt end up brushing my teeth till 3pm hahah.

good weekend.

Hi Haters, Im Back off Hiatus

2009-01-07T00:12:00.000-08:00

As usual i got fucking lazy and stopped doing blong entries, but im back and hopefully ill go back to my old habits.
Speaking of old habits there are some that im trying to get rid of due to my new years resolutions.

1. budget money wisely
im getting better at this since i have my car to save for with rims and tints, a tv and a 400 dollar watch i cant let go, too many shoes, and clothes i need haha, hopefully i can obtain all these things but i only can through wise budgeting but i got it on lock. i hope...

2. eat healthier
ive gotten better at this of late and i hardly everrrr eat fast food unless its a must, but im taking it to the next level. i just bought 2 big bags of iceberg salad along with croutons and bacon bits and lite ranch so i think im set. ive been eating a plate of salad every dinner. Im also cutting down on rice which will suck, but so far i only eat a 1 small portion with my salad. As far as lunch goes i also bought deli meats and wheat bread so im set for that shit. im tellin yall big things poppin

3. 6 pack 6 pack 6 pack
haha this shit will be hard but hopefully with the above resolution ill get there by summer =x

4. basketball basketball basketball
I not only want to keep playing but i want to improve my skills. I know im not gonna play over seas or some shit but i cant stay stagnant with where im at. Ill be playing at mht weds and hopefully with nice weather shooting around sat or sun.

5. stop smoking, cut down on drinking
stop smoking? nahh im playyinnnn. but on the real im gonna try and contain myself till drizzy drew/stevo/ jizzreals bday. drinking i think i can do. a few beers here and there but getting drunk n shit will be something i wont do often.

6. change kids life, be more prepared for work
no explanation needed, just gotta do it

7. stop procrastinating
Probably the hardest shit on the list, no matter what happens i cant help but procrastinate on shit but with all these resolutions i can do that no mo.

8. Find love?
haha i know i can go out looking, but it would be nice if i could find someone. its lonely out there yalll.

9. Last but not least keep it real with people, stay in touch with parents and friends.

Now with that done ill update you shortly on whats been going on. Break was fun as fuck, passed by real quick but it was a busy break which is probably why it felt so fast. Dinners, parties, bball, football, smoking, xmas, posting. couldnt ask for more. Im back in school starting intercession which isnt as bad as i thought it would be. I found out my good friend Chris is in my class so thats cool and plus the teacher has been ending class around 11 when its supposed to end at 12 so i cant complain, plus the class seems a bit easy. work started too, im enjoying that and gettin paid yadiggg.

on a side note im hyped for this year in music, its gonna be a shady/ aftermath year im tellin u. Dre 50 and eminem are coming strong. if they dont ill be fucking pissed as shit, cuz im hyped after seeing a supposed tracklist and hearing a couple songs haha. hopefully drizzy drake fabolous, jay z, the dream, clipse, juelz ?and JT? come out strong as well. i cant help it i love rap/ r n b

20 Years

2008-12-17T23:28:00.000-08:00

My birthday has come and gone and 20 is officially here to stay for the upcoming year. I was a little excited for my bday because its the only day of the year thats truely "yours." However due to school, work, and finals i wasnt really able to celebrate it the way i wanted to. I did wake up to a little surprise in my bathroom though, on the mirror it read "Happy 3rd Birthday" haha, i guess that was the only banner my mom had. Under the banner were a few gifts my mom left me. After brushing my teeth i grabbed them shits and opened them in my room. They were all clothes, but essential things i need and asked for like sweats, beanies, and plain sweaters haha. i also got a new basketball so itsss onnn.My moms card almost teared me up but i had to keep going cuz i was gonna be late for school. I enjoyed all the calls,texts, and comments wishing me a Happy Birthday, even the ones that are plain still make u feel good, so thank you to everyone! I really appreciate it.

At work the kids sang to me and i got a card signed by all my 5th graders so that was pretty sick. I also got a cake from my co workers. that shit was good too so good lookin on that.

Although so many ppl tell me "oh youre still a baby" or "youre still young" I feel pretty damn old when I sit back and think about it. Im the first one to turn 20 out of my core friends so its pretty wierd but of course im the most mature so its not a new feeling haha. I cant believe ive been alive for 20 years already. So many memories come to mind when I reflect and its seriously been a great life so far. I have to thank the man upstairs for letting me live such a life, I can only hope the next 20 are just as fun. Clubs, bars, Kids, marriage, onegina, houses, cars, how can it not be? haha

On a side note i cant wait to celebrate with my friends and family over the weekend. Im also fucking excited to finish my damn finals. Also, today came an end to my basketball class which was my favorite class for obvious reasons, but for some reason my shot has been off the past 2 weeks and its honestly pissing me off cuz my team sucked and we went nowhere haha. I gotta get it back and im damn sure i will be ready the next time i play.

Wedding & Moshing

2008-12-07T21:12:00.000-08:00

This saturday was my grandma and grandpas 50th anniversary wedding. it was probably one of the most beautiful events ive ever witnessed. To see their love for each other after all these remain the same if not stronger and all their support that came to witness was something amazing. 50 years is something we dont often see nowadays with people falling in and out of love so fast, but they are true examples that real love can be found. not to mention we looked clean in our white and gold tuxes. I will admit that i almost teared up twice, but i held it in. During the ceremony i couldnt help but think of myself getting married and having a 50th anniversary, having all my niggs watching looking old as fuck n shit haha. it would really be something. I cant wait till one of my friends gets married not only for the titty fested bachelor party but most importantly for the beautiful ceremony. For me to have my own 50th anniversary i would probably have to get married within the next 5 or 6 years. I better hope i find the girl of my dreams within the next few years and love her enough to suffer from onegina for 50 years haha. heres wishing for ya!

After the reception and the fight. Manny was simply too much man nuff said. After the fight went to Richard Shieflers going away party. I wasnt personally invited but i knew the guy since elementary so i felt i had a right haha, he was happy to see me when i got there though so its all good. I got to kick it with samuel, travis, zee peeair, and jorge who i havent seen it in awhile. theyre some funny dudes so it was a good time, although it was fucking cold as shit and we had to huddle around a garbage can fire to keep warm. I also watched April Chase perform in the garage. everytime they seem to be better and for the first time i saw my first hint of moshing or two stepping, iono what the fuck rockers call it haha. anyways they were doing it during April Chase and it seemed pretty fucking crazy, just pushing each other and swinging their arms, not caring if they get punched. Ill tell u one thing ill bob my head and jump up and down and what not, but if someone punches me in the face im swinging back and not for fun haha. but i cant hate its just what they do. I resisted weed which was hard to do but i cant have that in my system when finals are coming, but xmas break. fucking dowwwn, so holla at me if you got them grapes on deck. ( I learned that phrase from zee haha)

Thanksgiving Break

2008-12-01T00:00:00.000-08:00

What a week it was, filled with tests, good friends, and of course it wouldnt be fun without drama. What sucks is that i had 3 tests to start out the week and just found out the only 1 i thought i did well on i got a C haha. oh well. Anyways once Wednesday hit i was happy because it meant id get to see all my friends later that night at the annual thanksgiving potluck. Im kinda broke cuz ive been buying a lot of shit lately and need to save money for my car and need to pay off a concert ticket so i was only able to bring a open box of crackers and 2 eggrolls to the potluck haha. its all good, of course the rest of the crew brought lots of food and monica made the best turkey ive ever tasted. But before we even got to the food, Marlo decided to get us in a circle, hold hands, and go around and say what we are thankful for. I know it was supposed to be serious but i couldnt help but joke around the whole, but on a real note when i think about it i have so much to be thankful for, but thats a whole other subject. Anyways we had some good food, and good conversations. the only thing is that ppl started to cut out a little early but i cant hate cuz it was only the beginning of the week.

The next day was the actual thanksgiving day, i spent it at my Uncles house. The whole family came out, and damn theres hella little kids. Being the oldest sucks sometimes but its cool i like playing with them. I did get to play my cousins PS3 though. got my ass kicked in the new mortal kombat game and in NBA 2k9, but it was fun nonetheless. Once again turkey made me tired so i took a little nap in my cousins room. Woke up and left with the family, but before got 20 bucks from my grandma. haha.

Black Friday: Kyle texted me the night before and said we were gonna go valley fair at 10am so i woke up at 9 and waited but the guy never got at me till 11 something hahah. its all good i was able to eat and take a nap. we headed to valley fair spent like 30 mins getting there cuz of traffic and another 20 mins trying to find parking so we said fuck that and headed to Eastridge haha. we found parking in 3 seconds. It was a little crowded there too but we spent like 20 mins there and left. Overall nothing was bought and wasnt worth it haha. Later i went to the gym with kyle and peter. Havent been to the gym with kyle in a while so it was a pretty tough workout but i kept up as much as i could. After we went home took a shower and then headed off to Pho Tau Bay, didnt eat but kicked it for a bit, then left to get the glorious beers so we could drink em up at peters. Headed to peters after, the rest of the guys came through later and we drank up in peters freezing ass garage. it was fun though havent really drank good beer in a while and no matter what i drink i love coronas the most. i guess its the mexican in me. we had some good talks about basketball, rap, and porn. the essentials. Lucky ass kyle won a PS3 on ebay for 180 also. lucky fuck. After a while me and peter headed to Matts house cuz he was having a little kick it. Me and Peter kicked ass in our first 2 beer pong games and sam decided to put money on the next game so we said of course and we got our ass kicked pretty good haha. they were good at distracting. there goes the 20 bucks from grandma. 10 bucks for the game and 10 for the beer. fuck. There was one cute girl there but 1 girl with 15 guys means u wont have much luck haha. Shortly after Peter and Sam almost fought foreals, they were yelling and getting in each others face foreals. it was essentially over some beer haha, they had to seperate them and had them talk it out speech and debate style thanks to marlo. there were a few tears but they deaded the beef after a while. Anyways for some reason i kicked it there for way too damn long haha. i was there till 5am.

Saturday: woke up the next day around 1 ate real quick, bumped "amazin",stretched, and headed to the courts to finally play some bball with the homies, probably one of the top things i look forward too when everyones back. it was pretty fun even though we had shitty courts. Played against some other gooks, and according to andrew and hector one of them was in love with me hahah. Shit was tiring, yet hella fun. On a sidenote teddy left during a game because of Bitchassness, i better not see that shit again. But on the real im really thinking about joining a bball league next year. it should be fun to be on a real team, and go for a championship

Anyways after hit up subway with bryant, had a good talk with that guy then headed home. Few hours later went over to Peters where he was having one of his parties that he always has when hes back. It was pretty damn fun, seeing some ppl i havent seen in a bit. that is till i heard a bottle break and fight broke out right in the streets. i guess there was beef between 2 of the guys and it came out at the party and 1 of the guys got jumped by the other guy and his "family" it was some pretty crazy shit, hella yelling and fists flying, and a little blood. It was some real shit, either way i wouldnt mess with any of the guys haha. it got calmed down after 1 of the guys left, but the majority decided to bounce after that. me and tim kicked it there for a bit then headed over to Andrews house right down the street to chill. we were there for an long ass time due to a bit of ongoing drama, but had some good conversations and laughs. hopefully that shit gets solved.

All in all it was a great week even with all the shit happening. i loved seeing my friends again theyre some good ass brothers. cant wait till xmas break.

Im in LA Gasolinn, but when im New Orleans you can call it Chris Paulinnn

2008-11-23T23:04:00.000-08:00

I wasnt gonna make a blog today but heard this song and had to post it

red magic- the game feat lil wayne
whatt the fuckkk, shit is crack music foreals
http://limelinx.com/sample/c325a7d47859ad19fd77828c62cb4f27

beat too damn ill, the game actually goes in, and weezy got em again with the hook and his verse

on a side note, went to the April Chase show yesterday at nickel city and trust AC is whats up. theydeserve way more audience then what they got but its all good, theyll get theirs. They coming to a city near you March 09! (if ur in the philippines haha) They had a good set, really enjoy their songs and energy. Plus they did a rock remix to Cant Believe It and it was fucking sick. peep em at myspace.com/aprilchasemusic

youre welcome tim

after the show though went to kevins house then went to a what we thought would be a sick party in Milpitas. it was for Marlos cousin but we found out it was actually a family party hahah, so we rolled in a filipino family party kareoke and all 4 deep and shit at 12 am haha. its coo though, freezed are asses off ate oysters and left.

side side note: im fucking pissed i missed out on the jordan 1 his black/reds. checked eastridge at 11pm then 6am to see if anyone was lining up or whatever. nobody there, went home checked niketalk, found out finishline, footlocker, nor footaction were getting them. wtf man. said fuck it, got a call from Samuel later that day and found out they came out at shoe palace in eastridge. GAAAYY. oh well time for overpriced ebay.

Addicted

2008-11-17T20:19:00.000-08:00

to this song/video

haha i just wanna blaze

checked out more of his songs, he is actually pretty sick

Oops i mean red moon

2008-11-16T21:47:00.000-08:00

this weekend would have been pretty whack, but luckily my niggs kyle came down. On saturday i got to play some ball, but not till after i was stuck at oakridge mall for a bit. my car wouldnt start. it overheated once again. i hate that damn car and realized it even more when i got to drive my stepdads truck home while he drove mine from the mall. I kept looking in the rear view mirror at him and kept thinking " wtf is that how gay i look?" in some pussy ass car.
Anyways i after playing ball i went to Marlos brother's house a couple hours later to watch a UFC fight between Brock Lesnor and Randy Couture. Im not really into that shit but it was pretty crazy. Brock looked like a beast and proved so when knocking out Couture in 2 rounds. Chilled there for a bit, kyle came through and later we went to some pho tau bay, the best in the bay.

We were joined by Tim and Kev later. Pho was pretty damn fun and funny. Just talking, telling stories and shit. After i took kyle to his car and i didnt want to end the night so me and marlo went to a house party in freemont, only to find out they live in a doll house (damnn)sike.

It was chill, filled with hella gooks, 17 yr olds, and bbq chicken haha. The drive to and from the party were better than the actual party. had a good talk with Marleezy.

Today went to my cousins cotillion practice, that im now in unfortunately. Its aite i guess, even though i feel hella old. Theres one cool guy thats pretty funny but the rest are ehhhh. its all good ill try to make the best of it.

trl finale is kinda sad i used to watch that shit religously in middle school and early high school. oh well havent watched it in like 4 years haha.

Currently Bumping

2008-11-14T01:54:00.000-08:00

Bored so i decided to do a little music entry

Songs Im on right now:

just heard this today

Ludacris= king of features (sorry wayne, hes just more consistent and too damn ill)
to name some proof

made you look remix
damn remix
im so hood remix
chopped and screwed
Yeah
unpredictable
Oh
holidae inn
lovers and friends
top of the world
i get money remix
i need a boss etc etc

on a side note im trying to stay away from any of the leaked 808 and heartbreaks songs, since by now the whole album has been leaked. im trying to wait till the album drops and i cop it to give it a full listen to. so dont let me hear shit!

ive also been listening to island in the sun by weezer a lot recently haha. i heard it in some bro bro snowboarding movie over the weekend and have been on it since i found out what it was.

on some hip hop news tip, i heard waynes set to be re-release of the carter iii is supposed to be very rock inspired. wtffffff that shit better be good or im gonna have to slap a bitch. at least hes going on tour.

also a lot of dispet songs. they were actually really sick in their prime.
cant believe it remix- t pain and justin timberlake flammesssss

thats all for now

"Not there yet, but im growing"

2008-11-10T01:55:00.000-08:00

while on the computer i turned the tv on, flipped through the channels. nothing. Put on the Cosby Show just because, not knowing it would teach me a very valuable lesson. Usually when im on the computer and the tv is on i ignore whatever is on, however something caught my ear during the episode. Theo the son of Bill Cosby announced to his family that he just got a job at the local community center as an after school tutor or instructor. When i heard this i immediately decided to tune in. i had no idea how closely the episode would relate to my job and what its like. In the episode Theo had to deal with a dislexic kid who refused to admit that he was, a kid who had to quit the program to work because his father lost his job, and a girl who takes food from the community center to feed her family. Although these situations arent the exact ones i face at my work, but the way Theo felt sometimes helpless i could defintely understand.

Instead of kids that take food and kids that are dislexic, i have to deal with kids who are gonna be lost to gang activity, kids with no positive role model or discipline in their life causing them to have no respect for those in charge. Those who dont even care about going to school in the future and just have the "whatever" attitude when asked "what do you want to do when you get older?" , several lower income students, and those that hate to be pushed into school work and improving. All in all its a massively stressful trying to be a positive influence and trying to change these kids' attitudes and certain ways of life. Im not saying all the kids have these problems and its a hell hole, but there are a good amount especially with my group of kids which are the 5th graders. the oldest, most confusing, disruptive, yet most fun of all.

Anyways the way Theo tried to solve these problems with his kids were pretty smart and of course scripted with every plan working and getting the kids on track. However to make the episode more "realistic" he couldnt help the kid who had to quit the program to work and the kid eventually left. The conversation between a teacher and Theo is where the real lesson is taught in that you cant always help everyone and change their lives, there will be some who you just cant get through and they will continue to live how they live, but as long as you know that you tried your best to help them out than thats all you can ask for.
Now something so simple as that i guess i never realized till now, because ive been so overwhelmed with trying to change lives and be a hero when in all honesty you cant do that. I only have about 4 hours with them a day when the rest of the time they are surrounded by bad influences or none at all, and with this year going the way it is, changing all the troubled kids is somewhat impossible. However all i know is that i cant let it get me down and i just have to continue to be the best role model i can for these kids and hopefully get through to some of them.

Halloweenezzy Pt 2 After School All Stars

2008-11-02T22:57:00.000-08:00

Here are some pictures i took from work Thursday for our Halloween Event. i didnt take all the pictures i wanted to because i was stuck with all the kids who couldnt get go to the event, watching a movie =(

future gangmembers.

future ecstasty lovers.

Halloweenezzy

2008-11-02T22:04:00.000-08:00

In response to the question "whos ready?" in my previous entry i will answer that by saying i definitely wasnt haha.

Thursday night we made our voyage to SB to celebrate Halloween and kick it with some good friends. it took us about 5 hours total to get there including finding parking which ill get to later. on a side note we stopped at the craziest Mcdonalds. it had a sick ass design and even had like 5 tvs that let u play Gamecube games for FREE haha. it also included their new mascot : Mcdizzle.

anyways after dancing and singing our way to SB, we finally got there. Right after we exited we already started seeing ppl and some already in costume. so our first mission was just to find Kyles place and park near there. but it wasnt so easy. we rolled into IV and it was already flooded with kids and women, beautiful yet slutty women at that haha. it was glorious. what wasnt glorious was the fucking parking. every road was full and there was no way of us finding parking. yet we still drove around for like 20 mins. then we decided to park at the spot me andrew and kevin parked the first time we came up to SB last year, but we couldnt cuz ppl were checking so we had to split. the good thing was that the guy checking told us about a super "secret" place to park. we headed there to find out that place was flooded too, however after awhile we found a tight spot to squeeze into. from there we started our long walk to kyles place. on the way we decided to drink the 24 ounce not 42 cans of bud to celebrate. Problem is we had to drink it before we got out of neighborhood so we had to chug chug chug. Tim almost pussied out but manned up and did it. From there it took us about 30 mins to get to Kyles frat house. the walk was cool though. the scenery, company, jesus, and women were all great. Once we got there Kyle in a banana suit got us and snuck us into his dorm room. we met his roommate who seemed pretty cool. got ready for bed, took a swig of vodka, watched part of 21 and fell asleep.

Woke up around 10ish, got ready real quick and decided to head downtown to eat. First we walked around IV to pick up Jerel at his friends house. Did so and Tim drove us downtown. Downtown SB is really nice and lavish. We ate a nice hamburger spot The Habit or Habitat, one of those. After we went back to Jerels place which was right across the street from where we parked and we had no idea haha. Jerels place is pretty sick, clean and nice. We chilled there for a bit and then a couple hours later we played some ball at a nearby park. We played 21 and this was the first time Timothy "T-Rock" Ferguson displayed his skills on the court and let me tell u, they were phenomenal hahah. sike. After that we went back to Jerels place, got ready for Halloween and we walked to IV. it was only about 5ish so we just decided to get something to eat while Jerel made his costume. Ate some good ass subway but were stuck with nothing to do. in the end we headed over to where Jerel was making his costume. we sat around for an hour while he made it. Called up some ppl but they were all getting ready. After Jerels sick ass costume was made we decided to get some marijuana in our system. i dont usually like to smoke but it was a special occassion so i did it. One thing i hate, are pipes cuz i dont know how to light the shit so i look like a bitch, but i got the hang of the sucking and carberator thing. Anyways i only took one hit, but it was the nicest and most potent hit of my life. i was fucking blown to the dome for the next 5 hours haha. i felt it like 3 mins later , but i was so blown i didnt want to drink. Kevin and tim took a couple shots and we headed to the streets.

We split up with Jerel, but gave him Tims phone so we can contact him later. So we finally met up with Andrew, Mees, Mimi, Phu, and Danny at freebirds. it was good to see those fuckers. So we ventured off to DP the most popular street to do whatever i guess it is u do there. But let me tell you that the place was absolutely FLOODED with Bro Bros, Sluts, and everything in between. I have never seen so many college kids at one time in my life, it was a crazy site to see. we got to DP which was lit by stadium lights. the wierd thing and dissappointing thing on DP is that the only thing to do is walk around. it seems like if you didnt drink, smoke, snort, or inject before the walking u were gonna have a bad time haha. Remember i was blown as fuck so i just walked and looked at all the beautiful girls that passed by in which there was no lack of. It wasnt bad at first but after an hour its like ok wtf do we do now. For about 1 1/2 hours we waited in one spot for Jerel but he never got there haha. so we decided to make our way back across DP. its just so crazy with all the ppl, the yelling, singing, chanting, whistling, and ppl on the sides yelling and hollering at all the ppl walking on the street. The task was to try to stay together, but after we walked all the way across we lost Andrew, Mimi, Mees, Jen and Danny and we never saw them again haha. They decided they werent feeling it, which i dont blame them for, and headed off to LA. After that we went to Kyles place to kick it, since he wasnt out. We got there and ate the other half of our Subway sandwhiches. it was the most delicious thing ive ever tasted haha. Then we had to leave cuz kyle was having company over, so we headed to Jessia Nguyens place to kick it. We got there and chilled a bit with them it was cool. we ran into some girl who knew kevin and tim and havent seen them in hella long. then she looks at me and claims she knows me too and that im from a younger class haha, she doesnt know me at all haha. Anyways we left that place and finally met up with my nigga Alex Fish. it was cool seeing him, even though he was pissed for some reason haha. We then headed back to DP to find a party or something haha and fuck DP was still crazy. After awhile we lost Fish and Austin too haha. Around this time it was like 1am and we have been walking all damn night and were pretty tired and over it just like most of the ppl we ran into haha. However it did look like the majority of ppl were enjoying it. We called up Kyle to go back to his place and end our night. On our way back we saw Peter boy who wasnt liking SB at all haha, chatted for a bit and continued.We got to his place but had to kick it at other places in the house because his roommate was fucking haha.
Eventually after an hour or so we were able to go back into his room. the girl he fucked was still in there haha. this dude had 2 different girls both night we were there. the girls dont seem to care at all that they fucking different dudes different nights haha. As the girl and roommate were leaving, he was telling Kyle he was gonna bring back a new, hotter girl back right in front of the girl he just fucked and she didnt care at all haha. how crazy, some girls just have no respect for themselves. eventually we fell asleep around 3ish. Woke up around 9ish said our goodbyes to Kyle and went to Jerels friends place to get jerel cuz all of our stuff was at his house. we got him and walked back to his apartment. we got ready to leave and went to L & Ls to eat before we leave. Dropped Jerel off and headed home.

Overall thoughts on the trip: i really enjoyed the most kicking it with kyle and jerel. i love those guys. The actually Halloween night however was a little too crazy and wouldve rather enjoyed going to Big ass parties or something down there. Too much fucking walking haha. will never want to get that high again haha. Loved all the beautiful ladies. Didnt see all the ppl i wanted to that night. would like to come down again on just a regular weekend. Didnt like the fact i left my charger over there and have a dead phone now. i also loved the fact that everyone is accepting and nice over there.

Let me see the booty

2008-10-29T22:48:00.000-07:00

Going to sb tomorrow, fucking excited. not much more to say. i hope it lives up or close to my expectations. cant wait to kick it with my niggs kyle and jerel.

whos ready?

songs/videos im on right now

the watcher part 2- jay-z, dr dre, rakim
jay and rakim ddaammnn

sidenote- busta is a fat fuck now haha, looks hella fun though

listened to this song the first time and was like thats whack, but put this in my headphones and fuuccckkk. the base on this shit is crazy. i would love to hear this in the club while getting freaked hahah

Guilty Pleasure

2008-10-28T01:03:00.000-07:00

this damn song and video. just makes me want to take ecstasy hahah

im a beast, im a creature, im the son of ms cita

2008-10-26T21:52:00.000-07:00

This weekend was cool. Friday me, kevin, and tim went up to davis for a lingerie party. we were all pretty siked to go, but after picking up andrew and mimi we were looking for the place and surprisingly ran into mr chinky chao. he told us the party got crashed 30 mins within it starting. what a fucking bummer. i was pretty disappointed but chao said we were all going to his place to drink up, so we went. we ended up playing some beer pong. me and andrew were 2-2. One of the games we played against some legit white guys so i dont count that one so 2-1 it is haha. it was chill kicking it with a few close buddies. After we went to mimis all got ready for bed and talked a bit and read the "BFG" to fall asleep haha.Btw some old friends stopped by chaos and i was kinda excited to see and chill with them but they left soon after stepping foot into the room which was pretty fucking whack due to not being greeted "properly". oh well i guess thats how it is.

Next day we woke up and went to sushi buffet mimi has been dying to take us to. it was pretty good food, but too much different sushi and beer from last night didnt sit well with my stomach so i took a nice shit at the restaurant haha. After we said our goodbyes and headed back to san jose. got home, watched the incredible hulk on dvd. pretty good movie, no iron man but pretty good. later watched Saw V with teddy chao and ricky. Overall the movie did not compare to the other Saw movies. the death traps werent as good and the ending wasnt as great as the past ones. im a big fan of the saw movies so i was kinda disappointed. i read up on it and its supposed to be kind of lead up to Saw VI which I can see because there are still a lot of unanswered stuff. all i know is VI better be way better.

Today went to a family party, dinner with pops, and bought those white converse you see below. i hope they look good on me or they will be up on ebay. anyways this newly discovered Wayne song off his old mixtape "The Dedication 2" has been on replay for a few days. check it out. of course the alien himself spazes out.

i will rap circles around these new urkels

2008-10-24T02:24:00.000-07:00

couldnt help but posting this, the cypher from bet hip hop awards feat ace hood, juelz, loso, and kiss. all of them went in, cant even pick the best. just makes you put that ughhekk pissy face.

I want more money

2008-10-23T18:39:00.000-07:00

not a huge fan of converse but daammnnnn. give it to me give it to me give it to me.

Top 10 dead or alive

2008-10-20T19:49:00.000-07:00

As i rode my bike back home from school "Aint Nothin but a G thang" by Dr Dre and Snoop Doggy Dogg came on my ipod and i realized how great this song was, the beat ,melody, and snoop doggs chill delievery and lyrcism is something shy of excellence, which made me think of my top 11 hip hop songs.... i had to make an extra spot because i made this list and forgot the song that inspired me to think of it.

(not in order)
1. Renegade - jay-z feat eminem
Both came in correct, but eminems ability to the ride the beat and his word play just made jay's look like an ordinary verse by plies haha.

2. Train with No Love- Andre Nickatina
Andre is one of my favorite rappers and very unknown by those that arent from the bay area, but ppl should check him out and defintely check out this song because its one hell of a story

3. Big Poppa- Notorious B.I.G.
My first favorite rap song by the late great Christopher Wallace. The beat that samples "between the sheets" by the isley brothers is so damn sick and gives off one of the best party/chill vibes. Its crazy how great Notorious was. His lyrcism is crazy and he was able to ride any beat perfectly from chill to gangsta and there is no better example than this song.

4. Spaceship- Kanye West feat. GLC and Consequence
This song was off his first album and it certainly is a standout song in his career. You can really feel his emotion for this song. the beat, singing, and verses by each artist were on point.

5. Notorious Thugs- Notorious B.I.G. feat. Bone thugs n Harmony
Besides "Victory" this verse from Biggie is my favorite and the fact that it had bone thugs all coming out crazy made it surpass that song.

6. Sound is Vibration- Atmosphere feat Spawn
This is one of the few songs that Slug came without being emo and rapping about "Lucy" and you can see that the guy has talent. the way they both trade off verses is sick and the last verse by Slug is one of my favorites.

7. Shook Ones Pt 2 -Mobb Deep
Im not a huge fan of Mobb Deep but i cant deny how good this song is. the beat is sick and they both came with viciousness towards it. Just listen to it.

8. Ambitions as a Ridah- Tupac
My favorite Tupac song. "my attitude is fuck it, cause motherfuckers love it"

9. Many Men- 50 Cent
My favorite song on the classic GRODT cd. I need to hear more shit like this from Mr. 50. Beat,lyrics, and defintely emotion were on point for this song. its oh so gangsta.
"im the diamond in the dirt that aint been found, im the underground king and i aint been crowned"

10. Hustler Muzik- Lil Wayne
the list couldnt be complete without Weezy F. Baby. he almost didnt make the list but this is one of his many songs that i can keep on repeat but more than usual because its just a great motivational song not seen a lot by lil wayne and as usual the lyrics are good too.

11. Aint Nothin but a G thang- Dre feat snoop doggy dogg

See intro

Benchwarmers:
Ruff Ryders Anthem- Dmx
ATLiens- outkast
Gettin It-too short
Cant Tell Me Nothing- kanye
Buy You a Drank- t pain
I Really Mean It- dipset
Grindin-Clipse
daydreamin-lupe
ride with me-nelly

TIMkerbell

2008-10-19T23:01:00.000-07:00

Recap of the weekend

Friday: got paid, our soccer team at work is going to the championship. i was planning on camping out for the jordan 20/3 package, but when i got there around 1030 nobody was there yet, which was wierd because ive done this 2 times before and by that time there are usually a few ppl there already. i sat in my car till a little after 11 all the while thinking " what the fuck am i doing?" so i left haha. maybe i got the drop date wrong or there just wasnt that many ppl that wanted it. either way i realized that it was a waste of my damn time and not worth it haha.

Saturday: went to the gym, then a few hours after, kevin and andrew came to my house to give us haircuts. never dissappoints so the blowjob is worth the free haircut. after that me andrew and tim decided to get some pho, while kevin went back to his family gook party. If you havent eaten pho at pho tau bay then ur missing out because it is the hands down best pho place. its located in that gook plaza right across from Target. had a good chat about girls, korean pop stars, crying ass babies, and the lower class haha. After is when the real fun began, we kicked it at melissa kinda bored, so we decied to get some beer and play some beer pong or "apple juice" pong to melissas parents. Andrew do picked up some beer and we got to playing in the backyard where it was fucking cold. Hiljin/ ADo were defeated by tim/kevin in the first game so it was time for me and andrew to kick some ass. the game began and the shit talking begins, if you dont know we talk a lot of shit and if tim is on the other team he is the easiest victim. And also if you know Tim he happens to do this gay little shot were he bends his knees and flicks his wrist like a queer, and that ignited a spark in my head to call him Tinkerbell from then on and it NEVER went away. So from now on he will be known as tinkerfuck,tinkerfag,tinkerqueer,tinkerbitch,tinkertits,pixieshit, fairyboy basically any cuss word mixed in with the words tinkerbell, magic, fair, pixie dust, perez hilton, elton john hahah. and also my favorite TIMK geniously made my andrew haha. However they won the series 2-1 but me and andrew had the last laugh, well everyone had the last laugh because tinker hilton was FUUCKKED UP. Fairy shit was done by the 2nd game and from then on it was game over for tinkerbutfuck. Marlo came by later but by then we were already pretty drunk besides pixiebitch who passed out soon after marlo came. All the pixie dust and peter pan magic in the world couldnt have stopped us from making fun of poor tinkergouch nor stop him from throwing up. around 3 something it was time to go but timkerbell was passed the fuck out and threw up once already. so me and marlo after calling him names were gonna try and carry him to my car, but as soon as we tried to lift him up, fairybuttplug said "i gotta throw up, i gotta throw up" and just yacked all over melissas couch hahah. He then rolled off the couch and with fast thinking marlo took the pillow with yack and put it in the sink and soaked it haha. we cleaned up, but tinkerqueer still was passed out. 5 mins later though he woke to his senses and we got to my car and i took him home and the night was not completed without doing the self deed of pleasure. all in all funny ass night.

Sunday: kicked it with pops, went to the gym, while i was at my dads they played Ninja Turtles II- the secret of the ooze on ABC family and i instantly was fucking happy as shit because i havent seen that movie in so long, it brought back so many memories. if you dont know i was a HUGE Ninja Turtles fan so i was loving this shit. after the gym i checked it and they were playing the 3rd one and now im watching the 1st one, what a great damn series, makes me of think of all the movies i loved as a kid.

I get that shit like a video!

2008-10-12T23:39:00.000-07:00

Recap of the weekend.

Friday - went up to berkeley for kathies "pink/lingerie" party with only one girl in lingerie and only one guy (kevin) with pink haha. anyways besides that it was a pretty chill and fun party. lots of different people, met a few of them. there were also lots of drinks, a little weed, and some dancing. the most important part was catching up with kathie though, shes a coo ass bitch haha. got lost on the way home and it took us 2 hours but i was only awake for about 20 mins. me and marlo passed out quick haha.

Saturday- Went to Azuki to support their 1st year anniversary and of course my niggs andrew with his art competition. for the main part it was aite, nothing special. but the real fun came after they anounced andrew as the winner. he won a $100 in store credit and they are supposed make him 50 shirts or so with his painting graphic on it. the most important part though as that he got his name and talent out there and was recognized handsomely for it. big ups breh. this is only the first busted nut on the face of the success whore hahah. after that went to melissas and chilled and watched some chris rock. that man is fucking hilarious and speaks some truth too. we left to let hiljizzle and melissa have there alone time. me and marlo went to a 08 party right around my house. it was pretty big, but it was outside so it was fucking freezing. it was a way different crowd from the Azuki one haha. bunch of bay kids and what not, it was cool though seeing something different, it was entertaining at the least. the cops came and the music had to be turned off so a dude start beatboxing and some guys starting rapping. i say rapping because aa looot of their shit sounded written, talking about gats, knives, beatdowns, money, cooking coke in the basement haha. the worst part was they thought they were the illest shit out. some did freestlye and but not so good as u can see by todays title.

sunday- saw the pops, went to uncles and borrowed his bike, so you will be seeing me on it more often trying to save some money haha.

Birthday Bro

2008-10-08T23:04:00.001-07:00

Happy 5th birthday little buddy.

The only thing that stays the same is change

2008-10-08T00:50:00.001-07:00

So i decided to take a break from studying to speak on Kanye West. Today the video for "love lockdown" his 1st single off of his new album 808 and Heartbreak made its debut. A lot of people have mixed reviews on it and his new direction for this album which will mainly consist of him singing with the autotone effect.

Even i myself am pretty interested in seeing what the outcome will be. im not a total fan of love lockdown but i like it, dont love it, just like it. i think that if it had a better hook it would be better because everything else besides that i love. Overall no matter how much you hate the song, direction, or video i think you have to respect Kanye West for what he is doing and shouldnt hate on him for it. In the past year he lost his mother who we all know he loved very dearly and his relationship with his fiance broke off too. Not many people can say that they have been through what he has in that short amount of time, and as a music artist you should be free to express yourself in any musical form that you want. Kanye West said himself on the Ellen show that he doesnt have a rap alias such as a 50 cent, T.I., or Jay-Z he is simply Kanye West, so people shouldnt restrict him to Hip Hop. However even if you are mostly a street or a 100% hip hop rapper and want to switch the stlye up then i believe they should go for it as well as long as its not some weak bullshit they dont put effort into and just do it cuz they can. i.e. lil wayne heading in that direction, please dont do it!

Its like how you have different taste in music depending on the mood your in. If your in a mood where you need to be pumped up for the gym you might listen to upbeat music or anything that will get you going, when your happy you might listen to something that makes you smile, like for me Dancing in the Moonlight or some Vanessa Carlton haha. When your in that gangsta, ignorant, cant tell me im wrong shit you might put on some jeezy, jayz, or wayne , and when your in love you put on ur favorite rnb hits. When ur down, depressed, or heartbroken you might listen to a more sad rnb song that relates to your feeling, or maybe an uplifting song. So for Kanye West its obvious he didnt want to nor could he get out his feelings the right way through rap, he had do it the way he is doing it.

I also believe that he has been pushing the envelope way before this album. With every album he came out with, most of his songs are different than the regular hip hop artist, they arent about selling drugs, guns, and bitches. His videos have also been different as well with a different approach and style, besides maybe Workout Plan and Gold Digger. Contradictingly though if he did put out a normal video for his songs people might go "huh??" because its almost expected to see something new and different everytime Kanye puts something out. You never know he might do that to be "different" from his "different" self haha, but i doubt it. Its just that this time it is such a drastic jump from what we are used to, the haters come out. I think in music especially rap your direction has to change a little because after you become successful you cant rap about guns and drugs the way you used to because thats not your life anymore. Your fucking rich in a mansion with 20 cars. Thats when rappers usually lose their passion or hunger they once had because they dont have that old lifestlye to get out of and are already rich with nothing to prove. They just keep rapping about the same shit without that hunger.For example 50 cent or even Jay-Z. Now if they can regain that passion then by all means rap about those drugs, bitches, money, and guns because they have that rawness, which is what im crossing my fingers for with the new 50 and Jay album coming later this year. Especially with todays music industry you cant keep coming out with the same type of shit unless your really established or coming out hard everytime because a lot of rappers are hot one minute then gone the next. So what that all means is if Kanye doesnt have that passion for rapping for that particular moment in his life then why should he do it and just make a half assed rap album? We all know how passionate Kanye West about his music and how much perfection and time he puts into it, so even if this 1st single may not be the shit to everyone. i have no doubts that the album will be great. This is also why i feel Lupe is justified for retiring after his next album, even though it probably wont happen. But i honor him if he does because you should go out after you put out the best and most consistent effort you can without anything tarnishing your name or credibility

Im not a dick riding fan that will defend anything he does Im just saying that there shouldnt be so much hate for him trying something different. Whether the actual music is hot or not is the listeners opinion and i dont mind, but we shouldnt hate for the effort. Just my 2 cents

word to kyle for the title.

Im the shit, you a fart nigga

2008-10-07T00:13:00.000-07:00

Basketball class- kevin didnt show up. had to hustle more. lost all 3 games plus the playoff game. i hate losing

Finally saw Andrew when walking to my car. we caught up while eating some panda express. shit was coo.

Work same old shit. Gymed it with teddy, saw Priya Rai hahah.

Watched Hip Hop Honors. A very good tribute and an entertaining show. they did Too Short wrong though, didnt show as much love as they did to the other honorees. a damn shame.

expect the unexpected- murda mook ft. cassidy. shit is fiireeee. cassidy goes innn

Sunday

2008-10-05T20:08:00.000-07:00

Woke up around 1130, had some good ol spam and eggs. chilled for a bit, then hit the courts to shoot around. i hate it when u take a break off and your shot form is off. i got it back near the end though. i also did some sprint excercises just for some better cardio and also to get faster. iono what for but it cant hurt.

After went to the pops house to eat some dinner. did some more music study guide. watched the news which i only do it at his house. i should do it more often because it really teaches you a lot about what is going on. no shit. but ive said that countless times before and it never fell through. i also realized that dad is a funny guy. i know where i get my sarcasm and comedy from and also my social skills. but it was wierd because he doesnt see me as a social person at all haha.

Anyways after that i went to Target to buy a bike chain, because i plan on riding my bike to school and work some days to save some gas money. im really trying to penny pinch since im saving more money and i can use the extra to spend it on shit i want. i also turned down 2 homeless people. 1 of them apparently just got out of jail and needed a bus ride to sacramento. good luck buddy! when i got home i realized the bike i planned on using to ride around isnt there. what a fucking bummer. hopefully my stepdad will let me use his or i can get back the one from my uncle.

I didnt see any of my friends this weekend besides marlo which sucks as well.My good and most reliable friend of all Spankwire was there for me this weekend though haha. but tomorrow starts a new week and hopefully that will change.

on a sidenote i cant help but laugh everytime i hear "live your life" by t.i. and rihanna. what a whack song to sample. im sorry ti but its true.

i started watching surf ninjas last night and probably finish it tonight. its such a good movie even now that i realize the horrible acting and plot but it still makes me laugh till this day. MOTO SURF!

what up gangsta- 50 cent

Dead Pt 2

2008-10-04T23:07:00.000-07:00

woke up around 1130 missed a call from marlo around that time, called him back around 12, he asked me if i wanted to play some tackle football at ev with andrew vo and his homies. ive actually been wanting to play for awhile since all during freeplay at work all i do is play catch with the kids. ive never played tackle before let alone with ppl i dont know so i went in with excitement and caution.
got to ev and soon met up with the people playing, at first after sizing up the competition i thought "yeah i can probably hang" but 10 mins later after seeing the rest of the competition being big ass mexican dudes i thought a little differently, but still was down to play. so basically the teams were split into the vietnamese plus me marlo and robert conrad vs the big ass mexicans. it was a blow out from the beginning, none of the other guys on my team were getting catches and we got picked off a lot. i made 2 receptions and on the 2nd one got the wind knocked out of me as i got tackled haha, but it felt good to be able to take the hits and hang with the big dudes. the last pitch i got to me, right when i touched it i got knocked to the ground and wasnt able to hold onto it. after about 20 mins of playing we basically forfeited and decided to play a group of ppl waiting to get on the field. some of them i knew.
these fools looked legit.they were big and some were fast. almost all of them had cleats, gloves, or mt pleasant football attire. i decided to sit out for a bit, talked to avo and watched a pretty intense game. the other team came out hard getting picks, and touchdowns like nothing. early on in the game one of the dudes on our team went for a tackle fell to the ground and got some cleats right to his forehead and receieved a big cut and lots of blood loss. he probably needs stitches. he was on the floor for a bit but got up later and was cool. i helped out by giving him some of my water haha. just call me "the paramedic" haha. Just moments before that dude ran for a touchdown, kind of slowed down and straight up stiff armed a guy in the face. it was fucking funny as hell, but kinda sad too because the kid hasnt done anything all day and his only hi lite was getting stiff armed. anyways we started to catch up. marlo started getting the hang of rushing in and blocking, while robert is just a pure beast on the field running over and tackling anything in sight. Near the end i subbed in with robert and had to fill in as rusher for him. i didnt get anywhere haha. i also got like a 2 foot reception for a first down. that was my moment of joy. i was open a lot but i guess didnt gain enough of their trust. in the end we won a close, intense, and overall fun game. Im glad i went to play and its something i want to do again. i also want to play soccer but we will see how that goes haha. the physical contact was not something im used to playing basketball but it was different and enjoyable. it gave me such a hard dick haha.

After me and marlo went to thai elephant to eat some good ass food. saw mimis brother for the first time, i wouldve never guessed they look nothing like each other. for some reason i was expecting a taller and buffer guy haha but i encountered the exact opposite. anyways ate the food ,saw a fine chick, and bounced. i picked up some Isopure after from vitamin shoppe. i hope it works well, its my first time trying any kind of supplement or protein. did some music appreciation study guide shit.

The football game was the most exciting part of the day and that shit was like 7 hours ago. since then ive been pretty damn bored. last night and tonight are dead as fuck. no plans fell through and i guess all the fun is at lovefest. oh well ur bound to have a few of these weekends a year.

like that-andre nickatina

Dead

2008-10-04T00:22:00.001-07:00

work was good, got paid so thats cool. i went to the kids soccer game to assist in coaching and controlling. it was very entertaining and i found myself very into it and blown away by the talent that some of these kids have. some of the stuff they can do with the ball is pretty amazing, stuff i cant even do right now. it only pushes my dreams further to be better at soccer haha. we won the game but it doesnt matter because playoffs dont start for 2 more weeks.

Tonight was a dead night, hit up ppls. nobody doing shit. san francisco plans didnt fall through. watched a documentary on N.W.A. learned a lot about them, pretty crazy shit black ppl had to go through in the late 80s and early 90s. too bad he passed away. better strap up! not everyone can make it like Magic.

with all the black knowledge i learned i think its an ebony night=).

cuz the boyz n da hood are always hard..

Respect

2008-10-03T00:33:00.001-07:00

well i decided to blog again due to boredom again and just to record my adventures for the future.

Today was like any normal day. had a quiz in Business Stats, think i aced it but we will see. Acctg 21 sucks, its like a foreign language to me, but i aced the last exam haha so we will see how it plays out.

This year at work for homework center i have the 5th graders, the loudest, rowdiest, and most smart asses of them all but ive grown to love them. this week they have been out of control giving me attitude and shit. so today i decided to give them a talk about the rules of homework center, respecting those in charge, stop complaining about homework because its only gonna get worse from here. i really do try to teach these kids qualities they will need later on in life, but i doubt a lot of it falls through to them because they have homes and parents where they can do whatever they want and can get away with anything, either because the parents simply dont care or arent there for them. its sad really, but i hope i can get through at least one of them.

One of the 5th graders yelled " i dont want to be a faggot!" for some reason. Later in the day a few kids got to yapping and one threw a football at the other kids back, the other kid got the ball and threw it back, missed, and decided to go and sock the kid in the head. i stepped in , sent them to the wall and gave them both lectures. this is what i deal with on the daily. bottomline when you have kids, be there for them, love them , and be strict on them when it comes to manners.

After work, went to the gym with teddy. this weekend should be pretty fun. got a few things planned and the parents might leave to reno so we will see what happpens...

p.s. copp that t.i. album shit is sick